Flashes In My Face Now

Feels just like I don't try
Looks so good i might die
All i know is everybody loves me
Get down,
Swaying to my own sound
Flashes in my face now
All i know is everybody loves me
Everybody loves me


Trev Porter. 35. I've been known to be in front of the camera.

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June 2nd (Let’s Talk This Over Scotch And Cereal)

flyingsoloflyingfree:

“No, no slapping,” Solo protested, putting his head down and curling up, pulling his hoodie tighter around him. “And they can wake up early if they want; I’m just saying that I’ll never make them wake up.” His voice was slightly muffled because he was wrapped in his hiding inside his hoodie like a turtle. He heard the plate on the table, but he didn’t emerge until he heard the word “cantaloupe.” He perked up instantly, tossing his hood back.

His hair stuck up, ruffled from the quick motion, and he positively beamed.

“You don’t have to keep your fridge stocked for me, Trev,” he said, picking up the fork and spearing a piece of cantaloupe, popping into his mouth. He sighed contentedly as he ate, quickly wiping at his chin to catch a bit of juice. He swallowed and took another piece.

“Not that I’m complaining,” he said quickly, not wanting to seem ungrateful.

“I don’t,” Trev said honestly with a shrug. He didn’t remember the last time he bought his own groceries.

“Paolo does the shopping and he thinks that if you come over and there’s cantaloupe, you won’t try to murder us all in our sleep,” Trev teased with a grin, nudging Solo in the shoulder a little.

He watched Solo eat, rolling his eyes internally at the fucking juice that had to come off of the goddamn cantaloupe and dribble down his chin like it was some other kind of juice.

Trev cleared his throat, moving to rest his arms on the table, linking his hands. “So we’re alright Solo? You and me? After that night?” Trev asked nervously, unsure of where he was going with this conversation.

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June 2nd (Let’s Talk This Over Scotch And Cereal)

flyingsoloflyingfree:

Solo slightly lifted his head from his arms, though he couldn’t exactly see out from underneath the hood.

“I’m not handsome,” he laughed. “And sweet only goes so far when you can’t effectively speak, but thank you.” He pointedly didn’t comment on whether or not he thought that Georgia liked him, or whether or not he agreed with Trev’s statement that she was hot. Even though he totally agreed. He shook his head and put his head back down.

“I have a job, and it loves me enough that I don’t have to wake up before noon,” he said. “And I will never make my kids get up before noon unless it’s for school.”

“You’re talking to me,” Trev said with a shrug, “and don’t say it’s ‘cause we’re family. You talk to Emmett’s lady just fine as well. So don’t use that as an excuse. And you know what? You’re a Porter so you’re automatically handsome and you go beyond that so I oughta fucking slap you for talking like that.”

“What about morning cartoons buddy?” Trev asked, getting to his feet. He tugged on his pajama bottoms as he headed to the fridge.

“You gonna deprive a Porter of his cartoons?” Trev asked pulling a plate out of the fridge. He shut the door and walked the plate of cantaloupe over to Solo, placing it in front of him.

“Next time, let me know if you’re avoiding me. I’ve had to throw out so much damn cantaloupe,” Trev said with a laugh, heading over to grab a fork. Once he had said utensil, he walked back over and set it next to the plate.

He sat back down in his seat, content with watching Solo enjoy his favorite food.

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June 2nd (Let’s Talk This Over Scotch And Cereal)

flyingsoloflyingfree:

Solo snorted as he laughed, shaking his head.

“You know me, Trev,” he said, looking at Trev without lifting his head from his arms. “Rolling in the ladies. They love the way I can’t form a sentence around them.” He moved the tip of his index finger in small circles on the tabletop, catching sight of the clock hanging on the wall.

“Crap, I didn’t even know that there were two ten o’clocks,” he joked, pulling his hood over head and letting out a dramatic groan. “How are people even awake right now?”

“Georgia likes you just fine Solo and she’s one of the hottest women,” Trev said with a shrug, “so don’t sell yourself short. You’re very handsome and you’ve got that sweet nature ladies love.” He folded his arms behind his head, leaning back in his chair slightly.

“Because people have lives, jobs, work, families. Kids tend to get up before now buddy,” Trev said with a laugh, “not that I have any of that but I’ve heard it’s very nice.”

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June 2nd (Let’s Talk This Over Scotch And Cereal)

flyingsoloflyingfree:

“Yeah, we’re cool,” Solo said, smiling brightly. He hated it when anything felt off between him and a family member. It didn’t happen often, but when it did he just felt like his whole natural rhythm was off. He twiddled his thumbs for a beat and then exhaled, puffing his cheeks out.

Now that everything was out in the open, he felt much better. He relaxed a great deal, folding his arms on the table and resting his head on them. He wasn’t used to being up this early, and he was still a little sleepy. He stifled a yawn and snuggled into his hoodie. He always bought them a few sizes too big. It was like all the comfort of a wearing Snuggie, only he got to keep his dignity.

“So what’ve you been up to?” he asked, nuzzling against arm. “Any awesome adventures?”

Trev watched Solo get comfortable and felt better about the whole situation. As long as Solo was happy, he was happy. That was the way it’d always been with them. Even if Trev kind of wanted to tap that ass, he’d hold off because Solo was happy.

“Nothing too awesome,” Trev said stretching his arms out, flexing slightly, “just making friends, playing nice in town. What about you? Nail any hot chicks?” He winked and gave Solo a grin. He hoped they could go back to being friends if Solo didn’t want anything more from Trev.

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June 2nd (Let’s Talk This Over Scotch And Cereal)

flyingsoloflyingfree:

Solo’s lips quirked as he thought about what had happened. Prior to the incident (there had to be a better word that “incident,” that just sounded so severe) he hadn’t been with anyone in that capacity in around five years. So it had a been a little while. Okay, a lot of while. But Solo normally didn’t even think about it. 

“I wouldn’t say need, he said, a little embarrassed. He let Trev take his hand and smiled a little when he squeezed. He knew that he hadn’t meant anything by it, that he was just trying to look out for him, just like when they were kids. Well, when they were kids, they’d never gotten drunk and rubbed up on each other, but that wasn’t the point. He laughed a little and shook his head.

“I’m not offended, man,” he said. “Don’t get me wrong, this is the most awkward conversation that I’ve ever had, and you know me. I’ve had plenty. But I’m not offended that you don’t remember.” He looked at Trev and grinned.

“I’m just glad that I didn’t chicken out coming here today,” he said. “I think I might’ve exploded if I’d kept this to myself for much longer, you know?”

“No I get it,” Trev said with a laugh, shaking his head. Yeah he was being a dumbass, a horny for his cousin dumbass. Solo was just trying to clear his conscience nothing more. Hopefully this helped the man get back on the horse and start dating or fucking or whatever he wanted to do.

“And don’t feel awkward. I know that’s like a normal day for you, but man it’s me. It’s not some random person you fell into bed with. You shouldn’t feel awkward about it. I’m sure I had fun and as long as you did there shouldn’t be any awkwardness,” Trev said with a shrug. He leaned back in his chair and moved a hand to his bare stomach absently.

“So we’re cool now?” he asked, letting his eyes wander down from Solo’s face to his chest, before shaking his head forcing those thoughts from his mind.

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June 2nd (Let’s Talk This Over Scotch And Cereal)

flyingsoloflyingfree:

Solo saw Trev’s eyes go wide and immediately looked down at the table top, fairly certain that his cousin was appalled by what he’d just said. But it was out now, and Solo had to admit to himself that it felt amazing to get it off his chest. He didn’t look up again until Trev asked him if he was okay. When he met his cousin’s eyes, he was relieved to see that there was concern rather than anger. As for the question at hand…

“I dunno,” he said quietly, and that was really all he could think to say. He was glad that Trev wasn’t angry with him, and he wasn’t upset about what they’d done, per se. He was more upset by the fact that, yes, he and Trev were related, and yes, he had quite thoroughly enjoyed it. He blushed a little more and rubbed at the back of his neck. It was an unusual situation. “I mean, I’m not mad or traumatized or anything, I just… I dunno. It felt… It wasn’t bad, but…” He shrugged, throwing his hands up a little.

“I dunno,” he repeated.

Trev smirked, walking over the rest of the distance to Solo. His cousin had never been the best words but Trev always had a way of getting things out of him. As long as Solo wasn’t traumatized, Trev was convinced it wasn’t a bad thing. 

He grabbed the chair nearest Solo and sat down, scooting closer to Solo so he would know he was being serious. “It was just sex, or almost sex it sounds like. And you probably needed it buddy,” Trev said reaching over to grab Solo’s free hand. He gave it a comforting squeeze before letting go and resting his hands on the table.

“I’m sorry I don’t remember it,” Trev said frowning slightly, not just for his benefit but he was sure Solo felt awkward and maybe a little hurt that Trev didn’t remember it, “I’m sure it was great and it’s nothing against you. I just remember things when I’m drunk.” He licked his lips for a second, glancing up at Solo thinking thoughts he shouldn’t be thinking about it. It wasn’t like Solo was asking for a repeat and what the fuck what was he doing? Did he want a repeat…yeah the more he looked at Solo the more he really did.

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